February flew by and I know for a fact I did not push myself hard enough to get runs in or do the workouts I had planned. It seems like February focused a lot on toning and not losing the muscle I have gained from running. I did a lot of workouts from Fiton. Both sculpting through HITT workouts, ab workouts, and intense yoga sessions. It felt good to mix these workouts in and I was surprised at how rewarding they felt when I was done with them.
During February, I was stressed out A LOT! Partly from not being on a constant workout schedule, but also because college is coming to an end and life is starting to get real. The uncertainty of the future is something that I worry about. Not knowing what lies ahead is a really scary feeling. I know everything will work out the way its supposed to, but its the not knowing that scares me the most.
As March begins, I want to really focus on things I will miss about Bellingham. I want to use the gym more, as this was the gym that fired my ambition to get in shape and stay there. I want to run around Bellingham as these are routes I will probably not visit anytime soon. I want to go out to the bars where Alex and I spent our Friday and Saturday nights together. I want to eat at the restaurants where we had our first date and the various ones that followed. A lot of my “adult” life started up in Bellingham and it will be a bitter-sweet goodbye come March 21st.
My goal for March is to turn all those spots into memories and remember what it is about Bellingham that I love so much. I will run those routes, I will go out to the coffee shops where Alex and I used to get brunch, I will go to the bars where I took my first legal drinks at, I will spend time with Alex up here on these last few weekends reminiscing on how far we have come together these past three years and all the places we have explored in Bellingham. I am excited to see what the future holds, but am sad to be leaving Bellingham behind for now. Come March 21st, I know my life will change for the better and can’t wait to see what that entails!
My Not-So-Secret Diary 